- So that you won’t think that I’m moving into satanism.
- Because if God doesn’t exist then the devil won’t exist at all. This assumption is based on my own personal knowledge that no religion in the world exists without having a good being and a bad being. In other words, the existence of the devil being the bad one will be based entirely on the existence of God being the good one. The devil simply won’t exist without God.
That’s how my search for the existence of God began. I asked, read, and even in my troubled spiritual status, I even prayed. But then no God seems to answer. Then the ultimate day has come. The day I’ve set for myself, the day of decision.
I made a conclusion for myself and here it is. My faith in the existence of a Supreme Being remains BUT is now somewhat different than what it used to be. I don’t believe in the God of the Christians or do I believe in the God of Islam. Also worth mentioning is that I don’t believe in the God of the Satanist or the like. In fact, I don’t think I believe in the God(s) of any of the religion that exists at the moment but then I may be wrong.
Here is what I really believe in.
I believe in a God, a Supreme Being, a Force which is beyond what any man can comprehend at the moment. I believe in a God who does not interfere with the affairs of man but rather has set things right from the beginning of the universe. A God who respects the rights of humanity, a God who respects man’s decision. I believe in a God who mourns for all creation but also rejoices with it.
I don’t believe that God created man in any direct manner but I believe in a God who has made ready all the ingredients necessary for the development of life. I believe in a God who – much like the Big Bang in modern science – is the beginning of all and has no beginning in himself for he himself is the beginning of all.
Now, whether this God is a true God in the religious point of view or simply the source of all matter as science would take it, doesn’t really matter to me. The fact is, nothing can exist without a source. A car exists because metal exists. Metal exists because the elements exist. The elements exist because atoms exist and so on and so forth. In science, this can be traced all the way back to the big bang – a moment in the universe when time itself never existed at all. This source is what I call God for it (or he or she) alone is the sole thing (or being) that did not have a source on its own. (Ok, if science eventually found out that the big bang came from something else then the same question is raised – where did that ’something else’ comes from? Ultimately, there has to be a source for everything and this source must not come from anything).
Lastly, I don’t believe in a God who requires the service of man because the God I believe in already has everything that he needs. Otherwise, he won’t be God at all. Rather, I believe in a God who serves man for it is he who serves that has the real honor.
This is the God I believe in.
Some of you may now say that the God I believe in is a passive God as opposed to the obviously ‘active’ God in all religious texts that we can find. Well, actually I think this God is still active in all things at the moment. The God I believe in exists in everything around us – in both living and non-living things. The God I believe in is the very air that we breath, the very food that we eat, and even our very selves for he is IN and AROUND us all. I am a piece of this God and so are you.
Furthermore, I believe that my God has set all laws in the entire universe – from the basic stuff of Physics to the very complex matters of life. From the simplest to the grandest. I also believe in miracles but I look at it from a different perspective. I believe that miracles are not mere interference of God with the affairs of man BUT I believe that miracles are also governed by laws that have been set from the beginning. Laws that as of now still can’t be fully comprehended by man.
That said, you now know that I believe in God, the source everything that is seen and unseen. You will then ask me, “Are you a Christian? Or a Muslim? Or a Buddhist?†My answer is “No.†At this point and time and perhaps until the day I that I die, I have only one thing to say about my religion which I quote from the Bible itself in the book of James Chapter 1 Verse 27, “Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.â€
So, do I believe in God? Yes, I do. BUT keep this mind, your God is most likely not the same God as mine.
Now, what about the devil? If I believe in God, then surely I must believe in the devil. I will keep this simple yet firm. We will never know what white is if black did not exist. We will never enjoy the benefits of light if we haven’t experienced darkeness. So what is the devil? The devil is the mere counter-balance of God and is a part of God.
July 15th, 2006 at 3:58 am
There is only ONE true God brother. Believe.